Sunday, June 14, 2009

The Incredible Unknown

I believe as long as there's life, there will be adventure. If it's not drama, then it's some other adventure happening. Oh, well, it makes for an exciting life. At least my life's not boring. I wonder how big a chance there is that someone could get ahold of my blog that I had not given the address to. There are so often things that I want to write but I'm scared to. I'm scared that just what if a certain person got ahold of it somehow, stumbled across it and the stuff I'd want to write in here would surely get me in trouble if a certain wrong person found out! GRRR! I sure don't understand how someone could get it without me giving it to them but it's possible.:(:(

Well, I think all of you who read this though, know of the big decision I needed to make that would affect my life quite drastically. Well, I decided the Lord likes to teach me flexibility, because when I finally made the choice and it was going to happen in Sept., I soon got a call that it would not happen til April of next year. Sigh, fine then, God, if you want to bounce me around like that, I'll deal with it!!!!Understand, I'll deal with it!!!!!!!! Okay, so I was hugely disappointed but I got over it. I came to the place where I don't even care anymore. Whatever happens, happens! So, guess what, now it might happen in Nov. of this year! I'm excited again, but maybe I shouldn't be. Who knows, God might change it again on me!

But now another big unkown thing that I can just come out and say no matter who reads it....... I will have to move the end of this year. We love this house dearly and it hurts to think of leaving so soon. This house was perfect and so much good happened since I live here. If I was to design a house, this would have been about what it looked like. All the work of moving, it was NOT my definition of fun! And all the holes I put in the walls that I will have to patch up........yuck! Not cool! But, the reason we are going to leave is that it is taking up almost every penny we earn. That's not cool when you know nothing is going into savings. It's all being used up:( So we need to find a cheaper place. So sad. I love this location and being so close to Mom and Dad and the transition wasn't as hard since I still live in my own hometown. I don't want to leave. I hope and pray that my next house is near this one. I love this area so much. So close to the highway and Goodwill and Kmart are only 7 min. away, the Library is 8 min. and Walmart is 10. This place was really just too good to be true. However, I am finding out that you can get nice places for a bit less. So, that would help save money! We need to do something. But hopefully I can just enjoy the here and now and not worry or let it ruin my days here in the meantime.

So, those are major things to me. This week is a busy week. I had Bible school tonight and for the next 4 nights. I picked up Rhonda and Steve's children. They loved it! Poor Joash is only 4 and he is a little shy and when we got to church it was 3 minutes before starting time. I wanted to be there sooner but you know the story, it always gets later........so I thought they would sit with me but right away they were to sit with their age on a certain bench. So each was on a different bench. Well, when they were dismissing them, Joash pulled at Rachel to get her to come and then he tried to get Stephen to come. He didn't understand that different ages get dismissed to different rooms, etc. They finally got him to his room and he enjoyed it. Just watching them have fun was enough for me to make it worthwhile. Their faces lit up at some of the songs. They are all bubbly now and excited for the next 4 nights.

I had to go without Sharon. She was not feeling well and I missed her but I made it! This morning I was at a different church. It was a neat church. The people were very friendly and I really enjoyed the worship. My friends were there to lead worship and I knew most of the songs. I took my brother and one of his friends.

Goodness, I am so tired I can barely stay awake. I think I'd better go to bed so I can be awake for work tomorrow and Bible school.

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