Sunday, May 24, 2009

Decisions, decisions!

Well, here I am again. Life is not very boring, somehow there's always either drama going on or some major decision. I really wish blogs were safe. I've been pretty transparent on some of my blogging but sometimes it freaks me out that someone I really don't want to share/bare my heart to, might stumble upon my blog. So I'm gonna keep being pretty transparent but the big decision I'm facing right now, I will not mention because I could get in serious water if I did. So just pray for me that I make the right choice, that God makes it very clear to me which way to turn. Maybe in a few weeks I'll be able to share what it is. I know what some of you are thinking. Sorry to burst your bubble but it has NOTHING to do with a man! LOL! Admit it, you know you were thinking on the line of boyfriends! But nevertheless, the decision is huge and I'd appreciate prayers!

Last night was a fun night. I had friends over. Sharon Martin came over to scrapbook and for the night and to go to church this morning with me. Sharon Fox was going to be gone for the night but she came home after all. I was still glad Sharon M. was along though. Last night Janice, Susan, Cindy, Deb, Lynell, Sharon M and I were hanging out here at the house. Sharon and Janice and I scrapbooked while the others entertained us with their talk. We went over to my parent's place for icecream then since they had the icecream machine. Lovely summer evening to party.

Then this morning church was great like usual. But better than the last two Sundays. I was more awake, that's why! This time I was awake enough to pay attention. I think it's so cool how the Lord speaks through other people. I was definitely spoken to by the Lord. Some of the things I am facing I could apply from the lesson.

Duane spoke on relationships and taught from Josua 22 and how they confronted the others about the altar. They did it the right way, not pointing judgments but hearing their story and being peaceable about it. Because they handled it the right way, the others were not defensive but admitted they were wrong. So they repented and changed their ways. I have to confront 2 people very soon in the future and I don't want to. But I've been understanding that when you know to do something and you do not do it, it is sin. With knowledge comes responsibility. Sigh! It seems like I really do have that gift, I can see both sides of a story immediately and honestly, I do appreciate the wisdom, but the responsibility scares me. I don't always like seeing into things that others don't see because then I have to risk what others think of me, etc. But Duane said that we need to be willing to risk relationships in order to obey God. So, I guess in this case I am a watchman and I must follow God. Sigh!

This next week looks easier than some. Monday night I plan to go shopping. Hopefully Ollies has a Memorial Day sale. I have to work of course, King's doesn't close for much of anything! If Ollies doesn't have a sale, it's okay because I have a coupon for 15% off my entire purchase. I need a watering can and some groceries for the week. I have to cook this week. Tuesday is shelter, and lovely Wednesday, oh, lovely Wednesday! I shall have a glorious day. I am going to have Merci here and we are gonna have a blast. I'm gonna scrapbook and she's gonna make cards. It's her birthday so we shall celebrate doing what we love to do best. Can't wait! Thursday I am going to take Doris' pictures to hand out to her friends. I look forward to that as well. I do so love photography although I don't know as much about it as I wish I did! Friday is family night as always.

Okay, I don't have really anything else to say. Sorry I'm so boring this time around. Hopefully next time will be better!

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